Hap's Post
Saturday, November 06, 2004
How I wish my parents could speak proper English and my father was beside me just now....
How I wish Ben and Ray was here.....
How I wish S was here tooo....
How I wish I did not join tkd....
How I wish I did not have a brother....
Back after a short talk with my mother...
Why am I so dumb???
Why am I so slow???
Why am I not tactic in handling things??
Why am I not out spoken enough??
I HATE MYSELF....
HATE myself for being straightforward....
HATE myself for being a sister of someone...
HATE myself for being so dumb...
HATE myself for caring how other people look at me....
I was actually enjoying my tkd lesson even though the sir is Xing De sir, even though RAy and Ben was not here.... But I became suoer sad after lesson....
A indian boy bang in to my brother cauing damage to my brother's specs to be spoilt...
So I got him to call his mother down as it is their responsibility to pay half of the cost of my brother's specs... Glad that there was a group of tkd friend( ppl that I am not so close with) stayed back and help me .... THX ppl..
That indian boy parents was saying that it is their principle not to pay for the specs because their son did not bang into my brother purposly... After the tkd ppl adn I agrue with that indian mother ... The indian mother asked my mother to come down... My mother ask Xing De sir to settle it for us... But Xing De sir had left already, so have to call and ask him back.... The indian father came down shortly after Xing De sir spoke to the mother... The Father was so firece and shouted at us... Xing De Sir showed me black face.... adn I am really at loss .. I don't know what to do.... Really hope that I could leave that place immediately.... Finally it was settled after more than half an hour of talk...Really THX the tkd ppl for being there, if not I would be loss .. I am very tired.....
Hap | 11/06/2004 11:58:00 PM
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