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Sunday, February 27, 2005
Just got home...
although I am not fighting today, went to support some of them...
Saw some pro ones, some that rally put in effort and got the positions they deserved ( based on their injuries)...
Thinking about a lot of things today... Complaining about how I could have been better yesterday... Well it is over... Now got to concentrate in studies and my pattern...
Went dinner 'celebration' with NPtkd people... hia.. got a very lousy name... from QY and Han Hua... 'Slander Queen...' OMG... this nick not nice.... Joyce better... Hehe... also got to know that 1 year ago, when I wear green belt to tkd, actually got people rememebr that I am a brown belt... sorry did not know that u guys remember me... So I just fake belt ....
Last thing, the Benedict was amazed my the fact that can wear a 'S' size jacket... like what Joseph did yesterday, when I wore CL's Gi... Ask me to try and show them... I know I am plumb... But... ...
Happy that I finally got the first medal ( in tkd aspect) , but shall not elebrate on the details... I must train hard... nite nite people... I am tired... adn found that my oppenent had left a with injuries on me... I am show more injuries will start showing the next few days...
My Medal !!! Pls don ask how I got it...
Hap | 2/27/2005 11:45:00 PM
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Slept for 9 straight hours.... Shuang... like never sleep so stress-free for so long le... it is either project or report going on... Shall up date what happen for the pass few days....
25 Dec...
Had my HT practical, was not in a good mood that day, slept late the previous night then wake up early the next morning, got headache... Cannot stand the noisiness of my class, then start showing 'black face'... Must learn how to control my EQ better... Somemore got to know that that silly Terence went to tell Candy that I cannot fight in IVP and ask her to console me somemore... Than now some people in my class also know I cannot sparr in IVP because I am too FAT... AARRGGGG... Went to eat at the clubhouse after HT practical... Had QME discussion... Everyone had a lot of ideas, spent time deciding which idea to choose, in the meanwhil more ides came up... Discussion ended around 3 plus... Went to submit the 2nd draft with my partner ( after she printed it out) and went home... Spend my evening, going to Bedok then to West Mall... Mum wanted to buy a Digital Camera... Still Pending... Hey people.. kodak's camera good or not???? I had KFC for dinner
26 Dec...
IVP tournament... Hia.. Terence that blur guy, don't know what bout he is in and almost late for it. We ( Terence, Gek Siong, BS and me) wanted to take a cab there. Received a call from the chairman saying that I get to FIGHT IN IVP... haha so happy, and alight from the cab when the cab had only travelled for like 100m... Rushed home to get things ready.... So happy... So blur that in the end I forgot to bring the STF badge.. then got to wear CL's gi... lucklly it is not wet... My bout is the last bout of the day, I reached there like around 1 plus plus... Suddenlly got a headache, ate Panadol. WHo knows stupid me ate the panadol too early, then the headache is back when I am about to fight...
My oppenent, is a 'lao jiao' cum 3rd Dan... So experiece... On the other hand, I am a newbie... Scare sia... Her first kick slam on my face, luckly my face never get distorted... I lost 4-0 even though her knee was injured ( 4 points= 2 for slamming my head and 2 for 2 turning kicks)... Now thinking back, there is a few chances that I am fight back... Stupid me... THX NP tkd for cheering me... Sorry for wasting ur time, to stay until so late and only get to see a lousy match... I will jia you next time one... really... if not u guys spar with me and kick me badly...Lastly...
Acknowledgement...
Thank You CL for lending me your Gi Thank You Terence for lending me your forearm guards..... Thank You Gladwin for being my coach ( sorry make u lost face)..... Thank You NP ppl whho stayed to cheer for me.....
Hap | 2/27/2005 09:03:00 AM
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
Hia.... I think my gastric is going to give me probblems sooner or later... I either eat alot, till I am very full or never eat till I am starving...
Like today, have a breakfast at 7:30 am. When to school for lectures and FYP. Had this 45 minutes incubation at 12 pm, then when to find Terence and Bee Siang. I only left with 10 minutes to eat , so instead of gobbling up the food. I skip lunch... Chat with Terence and passed Bee Siang my guards then went back to continue my FYP. Start eating a lot when I reach home around 4 plus... Had a havey dinner before going for my training.
Quite dissappointed in my proteomics case study, pulled down my marks... Must do well for Test 2... I will and must Jia You de...
Skipped NP tkd training today, wore half gi to school but don't feel like going so I went home ( skipped LSS)... Went for my club training, Hehe... wore my new BB gi... Love it manz.... Then my sir told me that there is this practice in my club, that the sir would tie the belt for the new BB... And of course he tied for me but is at the end of the training because I was late for training...
Laminer Flow Hood and ME
 My brother and Me in our Gi
Hap | 2/24/2005 01:42:00 AM
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Monday, February 21, 2005
Had the saddest training today... ... I think this is the first time I feel so sad and tkd training. I think many people saw , that I was trying hard to lose weight ( hope i am not making a fool of myself)... All their concern triggers my saddness... Thank for your concerns... I don't mind really... At least it shows that tkd ppl do care a little about me... ... I think i have very low EQ, my face changed ( when people start talkign about IVP) and people start telling me, don be sad, still got nationals, cheer up lah... Don be like that... A BIG THANK YOU hug to everyone... There is this 'special' person, only tell me that very wasted that I am unable to take part in IVP... Never console me or anything... After training, there is this person ask me to stop lying to myself... Want to cry, just cry it out... Really almost cried... 2nd time le... Almost cried in front of the person for 2 times... I want to be a strong girl... I am fine le... Only IVP, glad that I never hold belt, glad that I tried to go to light weight... ... enough le... Need to concentrate on my studies... Don't wanna fail any modules... I will continue to train for tkd... Can be for health purpose also... I don't need attention now, will stop complaining that I am unable to take part in IVP... I think I am overdoing it... ... IVP has past... Live as usually, homework also piling up as usual...
For the below blog, people might feel blur and don't know what I am talking about, but nvm.... haha.....
I deceided to shut you off my mind... I am going to let saddness go... You lie to me, U are so bad, u said things will not changed but... .... I would be strong, I have other friends around me... ... Hope u succeed in things u do... May be there would be a day we start being real friends again...
Hap | 2/21/2005 11:32:00 PM
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
I DON WANT TO DO HOMEWORK... ...
Hap | 2/20/2005 01:55:00 PM
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Got back from training... ... Could not bring myself to smile much, lost the motivation to train... ... I think this is post- unable to get into IVP syndrome... ... Finally, my club got sparring today, 4 people ( tack team) , 2 person per team... ... Wanna be partner with my sister, cos out of the 3 other girls there, I don wanna fight with my sister most... ... But my sir... don allow... ... My sir feedback for me after sparring is I am a little fast than before... Hehe happy leh... Gladwin also said that on Wednesday... Hope that it is true... And I will continue to improve... My sir said sth during training that enlightens me.... .... Similar to Bee Siang....
My sir:" Yi Wei , u still need to train, BB must have BB standard."
I know and I will train, but I must first get rid of the post syndrome first... ... I wanna fight in tournament... that is my aim in TKD aspect... ... Went to dinner with my sir and some tkd mates... got a bad news for Terence... Poor guy... Haha....
Congrats to all Np tkd ppl who got into desired weight Catergory...
Hap | 2/20/2005 01:19:00 AM
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
I was so happy in the first half of the day... Went for IVP weight in... ... Tried very hard... ... Ran on the hot track with 1 round without shoes. And subsequently, 5 rounds with my slippers. Finally lost weight and got into light weight... ... So happy, had lost some weight after all these training, and I believed I had tried my best to get into the weight category I want... ... Thx NP tkd ppl there to support me, when I tried to lose weight... ... Went lunch (bee siang and me did not have dinner last night nad no breakfast this morning) with Terence, Christopher, Bee Siang, and 2 other guys whom I forgot their name... ... Wanted to buy my BB gi just now... ... But never buy, bcos too ex... ... Addidas gi + Addidas belt = 121.8 bucks... ...That Stupid Terence laugh at me when I lost in playing one of the acarde games... Gave him some advie when he buy his guards... Haha... hope it helps... Thought that my forarm are bigger than his, bcos I plumb... But I was wrong... SO funny when he try his forarm guards.... Silly guy.... Went home after shopping with them...
Received a bad news just now after dinner, that my weight category too little people le. I am unable to take part in IVP... ... My heart sank immediately... ... Did not cry... ... Well I guess I will still go training, to be Bee siang's partner if not she got no partner to train with her mah... ... I am actually very sad... ... I know today before weighting-in they told me, Heavy weight comfirm no people, light weight may be have... ... I know it is only a may be, and chances are not high but... ... like I say, I don want to be unable to take part in IVP bcos I am too heavy... ... I tried... I tried to go for the trainings, I tried to endure... ... I may not be very good, but i really tried... I really got try, I..... ..... .... ..... I don know what type of feelings should I have for my tkd lesson later, I comfirm going... ... But today my sir announce that I am a BB, I should be happy, but my IVP... ... I may sounded that I only aimed for a jacket when I am training in NP... ... But what I want is a chance in IVP, I may not be able to get medal, But I want to try... ... This could be my last tournament... ... No more tournament for me if I further my studies overseas... ... Will I have a chance in National tournament??? I don know... ...
Hap | 2/19/2005 07:15:00 PM
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Friday, February 18, 2005
No school today, went to school only for CCA... Wore a lot of things today for training, but in the end never lose any weight... .... Sad Sad... ... Feel so dissapointed... ... So 'xin ku' to breath with so many things on me... ... my gi, my padding, my jacket plus my guards... ... Hope can lose 3 KG by tonight... ... I know it is impossible... Trying hard to lose weight so decided not to have any dinner tonight... Went to BTM with Terence and Christopher... Hia one eat fish soup anthother one eat fishballs noodles infront of mee... SO hungry... But Don't wanna miss a chance to be in IVP not because I am lousy, but because I am too heavy... ... Hia... ... Can any deity can help me now... ... Hia... ...
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Hap | 2/18/2005 11:21:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Lesson as usual for the past two days... nothing special happen yesterday except that I took a nap from 5pm- 8pm.... Woke up thinking that it is already wednesday 8am. Got a shock, lie on my bed trying to recall what have I done the 'previous' night... My mother saw me in a daze when I walked out of the room, then tell me that is is only 8pm... ... I think I had been leading a stress live that turn me in to like that... ...
Went tkd training just now, wa... a day to let guys trash. Got injured by most of the guys... ....
The Terence step on my feet when he sparred with me, the QY punch my throat and kick under belt... ... He must be trying to revenge hehe because I punched him on monday... ... Then the Yu Wei kicked me so hard also... ... Then Eugene also another one... hit me so hard... ... Wa lao... the guys... All so bad... ...But I am not complaining... ... Did not go dinner with the ppl, had a short talk with Jia Ai... I think misunderstood them... ... The NPtkd people are quite friendly afterall... ...
Hap | 2/16/2005 11:32:00 PM
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Monday, February 14, 2005
I was very happy , but a little depress now... ... I saw 'him 'today... SO long never see 'him' le, I think got a month le... He is still so good looking, but he is cooler now... Passed 'him' something... Was suppose to talk to him on phone about the stuff that I need to passs to him, but singapore is so smalll, I met him so no more calls.... .... There is this stupid guy teasing me with another guy in front of 'him'... How would he think??? Does he know how I feel??? That guy that was teased with me, knows how I feel for 'him'. I began to hate the teasing, am I behaving in the wrong way??? why is it always like this??? Everywhere , anywhere I go also the same... ... I wished to tell 'him' my feelings again, I wish to tell everyone how i feel abt 'him', and stop all the teases... ... But I held back... .... ....
Went for tkd training today, hey... I think I am the world's worst BB : slow; no technique; act smart... .... no body would respect me... ... Never... .... Hia... ... getting dishearted abt tkd... ... I feel like running away... ... Escape form the fact that i am already a BB... ... I am still lousy... ... I rather be a good blue belt than a lousy bb... ...
Hap | 2/14/2005 11:31:00 PM
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
It is Valentine's day tomorrow, actually it is like 15 mintues more to be excact.
Had been spending 20 years of Valentine's day without a partner.
Looking back at my 20 years, I think I am someone who cannot differentiate admire and love. I just to tell my friends that my ideal prince must be taller than me, good looking, smarter than me, cares alot for me and must always be there for me. But issit this the bacis requirement for a prince??? I think this kind of people can only be admired and kept a distance away. He is too prefect, I wanted him to be so perfect that I think I cannot accept the smallest flaw in him.
I am not perfect. I know... I know I am not perfect , in fact I am full of faults.... My looks, my appearence, my IQ , my attitude , my everything....
There are a few princes that entered my live. I clearly rememeber one prince that I still cannot forget.... I don't know my limit hoping his cinderalla, when the prince appear..... Instead of treasuring our friendship, I become a witch. Despite the chances that the prince gave me, I did not treasure it and a spell was casted to make us apart leaving only memories I had before I become a witch ... The memories that we had as friends....
Looking at his photos would make me sad, thinking about what happen before I become a witch would be able to upset me the whole day.
I think I am just making things look serious. Trying to forget him, almost deleted his number during New Year, but held back when he replied to ask me who am I... Hope to see him again, but I don't have the face to talk to him again.
I remember that my friend once told me, most of the poly students have love experiences. The is only two possibilities that a poly student had never been in relationship before: the person choose not to start a relation ; the person had a very bad personality. I am sure I belonged to the latter group. Always wanted to change, but had never put them into actions before.
I really hope that Valentine's day would be over soon, hope no one ask how my I going to spend tomorrow night. Luckly, I have my CCA, going to spend with my CCA friends. Still not too bad...
Hap | 2/13/2005 11:41:00 PM
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Chinese new year is here...
HAPPY CNY everyone...
Had school during new year eve and on friday.... Sian...
Chu Xi
Went home after school, take a nap then up set up for reunion dinner, had to do the first draft thingy for my fyp after dinner.
Chu Yi
Went to Malaysia ( my paternal grandparents) to pai nian... [ hey... I am not a malaysian] Saw my 2nd aunt and her family , she is leaving when we arrived. I am staying over at my grandparents place and my little aunt and her family are there... Slacked at my grandparents place, had dinner and it is fire crackers time. My aunt spent around S$500 ( if I am not wrong) on the fire crackers and fireworks. The fire crackers was deafening , this is my 2nd time see people lighting fire crackers real live.... Wow... and I was fascinated by the fire works, it was like those that were seem on TV during national day. But it was closer and real live.....
Chu Er
Time to leave Malaysia. Came back to singapore and continue to go pai nian. But never received much ang baos only have a few relatives on my maternal side. Tired.. and continue my first draft.
CHU SAN
No HT practical but went to school to do FYP. Wanted to go TKD despite the fact that I knew some close friends will not be going. But received a call from my mother that my cousins are coming over for dinner have to go home.... Enjoyed the dinner with my cousins, Played black jack... Sad Sad... I lost 3 bucks..... Wroked on my business Com presentation....
Chu Si
Stayed at home the whole day, continue my business Com and do LSS... never go out... :(
Hia my CNY so my homework [my partner never skive] ... My poor partner also the same, she did her part too... Our CNY... so no live...
ARRRGGGHHH went to check my weight just now.... Gained 2 kg *faintz* ppl let me ( secretly) know if u see me plumber....
Hap | 2/13/2005 03:27:00 AM
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Long Long time never blog le.... Let me update...
The week before last week was my study break. Went back to school to do FYP on Monday. Tuesday went to school to study with my friend. Wednesday went back to school again, discussed about the poster thingy in the morning,I was doing with the other group. Quite pissed off with them because they sort of don't care about the poster. My supervisor was here correcting us then she was there to keep diverting his attention, make me seat there wait and do nothing. Excuse me I need to study also hor... went to study with me friend in the afternoon. Thursday never go school tried making pasteries. Friday , went back to school to study again ... But I think I really cannot study with this friend we tend to talk alot... Never go school on Sat good girl stayed at home then went for tkd training. Went to school on sunday to study again... Really envy people from other courses don't have to study like mad...
As for last week, CT week.
Went back to school to do the poster on Monday, and my CT starts on tuesday. See how crazy NP is. Hia... Spend half the day doing the poster, then went to library to study with Nat, Sum and Simon joined us later. Tuesday, HT paper it was okie lah. Went to study with simon, Nat and sum again until like 11 pus for proteomics. Wednesday, Proteomics CT hia... so hard almost cried when my friend ask me how was the paper. Went to do FYP after the paper. Went to Everton for tkd training.
Everton training...
At first when I first reach there, I there was only 1 black belt and 1 white belt. Start talking to the white belt , he very cute leh. Then I thought the black belt don't like me to go there train because he only teach the white belt I was left to do self training with my friend. Another black belt came much later, he trained abit with us. He kicked my hand when I was holding hand mitt... Pain Pain. I sparred with my friend for a while. After that sparred with the 2 BB . I misunderstood the BB he is just quiet and the senior belt there all have self training one.
Went back to school to do FYP and presented the poster on Thursday. Went back to school for the submitt thingy on Friday... Left early then go buy new year clothes, I LOVE MY CNY clothes.... Saturday stayed at honme to help my mama and went for tkd training... Happy happy... WX talk to me... few years ago , we( my sister , WX group , with sir and me) justed to go for 'dinner' after training together but now... Sunday, stayed at hoem to do my FYP first draft and MQE assignment.... SEE NO BREAK.... EVERYDAY BUSY....
And guess what I have a case study test for proteomics yesterday... AARGGGHHH I need a break. Went to school for FYP and the test only, had tkd training after school. The training ground super super rough my poor delicated sole got lots of blister. Kick continuous kick , until the skin fell off. Stupid Terence still say I weak when I wanted to wear other people's training school. I think I super lousy today, feel tired easily then stupid Terence say I am weak again , and I am B ,he is C so I must endure the training. And the tkd people now all know that I AM A BB. I am 'pai ke' now...Got scoleded by Mum when I got home yesterday... Don't know how to go Malaysia on the first day of new year to visit my grandmother.... Hia....
Hap | 2/08/2005 06:40:00 AM
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Saturday, February 05, 2005
Comic version of me.... Nice???
Hap | 2/05/2005 01:38:00 AM
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