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Hap's Post
Monday, February 14, 2005

I was very happy , but a little depress now... ... I saw 'him 'today... SO long never see 'him' le, I think got a month le... He is still so good looking, but he is cooler now... Passed 'him' something... Was suppose to talk to him on phone about the stuff that I need to passs to him, but singapore is so smalll, I met him so no more calls.... .... There is this stupid guy teasing me with another guy in front of 'him'... How would he think??? Does he know how I feel??? That guy that was teased with me, knows how I feel for 'him'. I began to hate the teasing, am I behaving in the wrong way??? why is it always like this??? Everywhere , anywhere I go also the same... ... I wished to tell 'him' my feelings again, I wish to tell everyone how i feel abt 'him', and stop all the teases... ... But I held back... .... ....

Went for tkd training today, hey... I think I am the world's worst BB : slow; no technique; act smart... .... no body would respect me... ... Never... .... Hia... ... getting dishearted abt tkd... ... I feel like running away... ... Escape form the fact that i am already a BB... ... I am still lousy... ... I rather be a good blue belt than a lousy bb... ...


Hap | 2/14/2005 11:31:00 PM

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