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Thursday, April 28, 2005
Went for tkd training again , my ankle still haven recover... Pain!!! Pain !!! Pain!!!
Today very lettle ppl came, at first I was the only girl... hia... but the training was good... I like the way... Like to see my gi wet after training... This shows I never slack.... well Thats all....
Hap | 4/28/2005 10:15:00 PM
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Sunday, April 24, 2005
Had been thinking alot on friday. am I over giving??? Have I been too friendly??
I realised that what I used to believe is not true.. I need to change... really... Time for a change... But I need time for me to change...
Hap | 4/24/2005 11:19:00 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
Got the results for the last semester... O KI E loh.. not very ideal but I passed everything and comfirm can graduate from poly le... H IA.... My work was okie for the past few days... did filing and filing...
Went back to NP for my CCA... I slacked too much le... I was abit late when I reached, had been thinking about the past when first time go for training at 7:30pm... Haha... Went there warm up then did back hook and back trust... My left back hook still so bad, like cartoon still need my hand to be on the floor to support me, Right leg still O KI E lah ( also CMI)... Talking about back trust, I can go jump of the building le... My left leg did not hit the target at all 10 kicks... WTH... I feel like shit at that time.. Lucklly my right leg still okie , if not really can go and die le... Ran the track 3 rounds after kicking, I was sniffing as I ran, my nose is also running with me... Hope is stops running soon... Did more kicking after break... All my kicks are like shit... Damn.. I slacked too much le... my turning kick, hia.. don mention le...Feel like digging a hole and buried myself at that moment...
The grand finale of the training ROTATIONAL SPARRING... Stupid me thought the sparring would be short for each round, hop, hop ,hop and chase here chase there like WJ... In the end I was panting like hell after 24 star jump... I though I would rest after that, because we have one extra person... WHO KNOWs I was very very wrong... Did not notice that J went to wear padding... I though I would rest so I swop places with someone else, in the end i sparred with J... Wah lah... Still rememeber he threatened to spar with my ages ago when CL hurted her knee when sparring with me... I was panting like hell and he kicked me... Although he scored a lots of points, but I am gald that I am able to hit his padding...
Rested after sparred with J, my next opponent was a BB girl... good, quite slacked... Looked at how my friend sparred when I rest adn picked up some skills... Tried it on hte BB and it works haha... Must 'tou' more shi.... My 4th opponent was ah Yao... My ankle hit his elbow... WA Pia.... Pain loh... Paused for like 30 seconds before continue.. Ah Yao 'Fang' lots of shui... Can KO me lots and lots of time loh... The slacker, me thought can rest again but YU Wei asked if I can spar... Since I think my leg can take it so spar lah.. Got lots of injuries for this round... YW did a back trust when I was charging in... Wa lucky i never eat b4 training if not I sure become merlion... The back trust increase my breathing difficulties... Wanted to stop le.. It was so difficult to breathe... That J started shouting DOn give up, Don slack.. FINE... I show u I can make it.. continue to spar.. Nearly cry when I was kicking YW... MY leg and abdomen pain, and I am panting like hell... My ankle 'cracked' once when I am kicking YW... Really thought have to give up CMI... J shouted again... Endure!!! CHange Leg... OKie I change leg, use left leg instead... Tried and is was super slow... FINALLY the sparring with YW ends.... SO did I rest after all these injuries???? NO!!!!!!!! Sparred with Kenneth Lee the last round... Endured the pain... Glad that I manage to hit his padding... Injured my wrist while sparring with him ... I was limping to the bus stop after training... Try not to limp to work tml... After all these injuries, I am glad with myself that I am able to endure... I think J don like me, NVM I don like u too... But I am going to prove to u that I will and always have the "Zhang lang" spirit: that is the " DA BU SI JING SHEN"....
Thank You really feel that we are like friends again... Thats enough ... Thanks...
Hap | 4/21/2005 10:55:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
ATTENTION ALL LIFE SCIENCE PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is a new diesase going on. The doctors had identify this allergy to work as worconavirus. The symptoms of this diesase is flu, fever and coughing. It appear as common cold. The virus would transform in to common cold virus when it infect the 2nd person. All people please kindly report any one suspicious carrier to the charity. This is a long term sickness as people who get this virus would have an eclipse every month. Worconavirus are activated when the people is working , Dr Joyce Lee had discovered this virus in 18 April 2005. This virus is not commonly found to be active while others are more sensitive to the virus. The disease are also known as allergy to work. This is a new virus discovered so more research needs to be done. Diploma holders in Biotechnology are need to help in carrying out the experiment . Interested applicants please e-mail to : worconavirus@crazyjoyce.com .
Hap | 4/19/2005 09:07:00 PM
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Monday, April 18, 2005
Wanted to blog about yesterday's event last night but who knows I am too tired le... Got to work today so have to try to sleep early... Went to meet my fwens for dinner ( on the other hand feel bad never attend my fwen's bday party) at sentosa... It was fun lah... Hia.. Don't know when will we meet again... Honestly speaking, I like this group of poly fwens really....
Went to work today, waited for like 1 hr b4 my manger arrived.. Had been doing filing the whole day... Their english quite slang, so I become a mute there even during lunch time... ... The job was okie overall... Saw a NP student after work, she is attached to my company, great!!! at least I know someone now... Meet my fwen for lunch tml, at least don't need to be a mute .... One last good news... I do not need to wear formal to work... HURRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hap | 4/18/2005 06:57:00 PM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
Lousy me... Could not take today's training... feel so giddy and weak for the last few kicks... super lousy... The training was so slaking when we trained with the juniors... Who knows I cannot make it after 240 kicks...
I deserve this, had been slacking after IVP... I am a slacker man... CMI... SO lousy... ARRRRGGGG I don want to be like this....
Hap | 4/16/2005 11:53:00 PM
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Had a wondeful day... Met up with some secondary school fwens.... Lots of photo taking.... Enjoyed myself... THE PARISS for buffet... It looked nice in TV yesterday, but too ex le... ~$50..... Ended up having dinner at THE RICE TABLE... I was starving before dinner, had my breakfast at 10am then wait till 6+++pm before dinner.... Very hungry... Took photo at Sky garden.... I love taking photos.... Went to meet Siew Juan and her bf at The Pacific Coffee... Great chatting session and more photo takings... Thx Mei Yi, Li Li, Yu Bao, Siew Juan and Li Jiao... Enjoyed the meet up session.... Load some photos after Mei Yi send me...
Hap | 4/16/2005 01:38:00 AM
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Friday, April 15, 2005
I should not be posting this... I would sound desprate but need to hint my friend to lookout for suitable guys for me... He he... Jking jking...
Hia... my friends are getting attached one by one... Is the life of a attached person really much more meaningful or rather better than a singlehood life??? I don't know but i think it depends on how you look at it... I think attached live is more meaningful because you would have another person to care for you and sort of also there to do what you wanna do with you...
Some people cannot live without their bf/gf , on the other hand there are also peopel who lived a single life through out... Learn to let nature takes its course, but don't wait for things to happen.... We only live once so, do what u want to do... Try not to regret, you had choosen to do what is the best at that time... Lastly, let nature takes its coures: Not to wait for things to happen; U need to do sth before nature can takes its couse...
Hap | 4/15/2005 02:06:00 AM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
Went to my brother's camp closing ceremony... So sad... So touching to see the kids apologise to their parents and the true feelings revealed... I believe the parents would be happy and proud of their kids... It makes me realised that, my brother had already grown up, he is no longer the little boy who is naive and innocent... The little boy who got bullied easily, who would believe and always interested in what ever u tell him had grown up... That silly boy is behaving like a big boy, the theory of BOYS SHOULD NOT SHED A TEAR had been crave in his mind... Sometimes I do feel like a mother and nags at him like a mother... I watched him grow up and have high expectation for him... I was so touched when I know that he know and appreciate what I had done for him...
I remember when I was in Sec sch , my fwen was telling me how cute his brother was, I wondered how cute can a P6 boy be??? P6 is like 12 years old, going to sec sch le, cannot be too cute one lah... But now, when my brother is in P6 , I still tell my fwen that my brother is very cute... Now then I realised that no matter how old my brother is, he is still a little boy in my eyes... And I would stand out for him should anyone bully him... My Didi grown up in terms of age but he will always be a little boy who can still be pampered and 'Sa Jiao' to me... Sorry Didi... I am not a good Da Jie... I have been trying but I really don't know how to be a good sister...
Talking about the closing ceremony I learnt that we are often angry with someone because the person failed to reach our expectation... We must always let other know what we are angry off... Say it out the other person would not know unless u say... And also... " 8 hugs a day to grow, 7 hugs a day to substain life" Lets start hugging our friend, I tell them how much we appreciate them before it is too late.... -Sobz-
Hap | 4/14/2005 01:02:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Went to IMM today, nothing special was not very excited about the shopping trip... Hia... my mother keeping telling me that her friend's daughter, who was my age, found a job le... Ever since I realise she existance, since sec 1, my mother always compare the two of us... I don't really like it , why compare??? She found a job it is her business, she wanted to go to private Uni, take up private business courses .. all these those not concern me... I don't mind knowing but don tell me everyday....
I am free the whole week... So far only have programs : Wednesday night ( attend my brothers super kids camp, closing ceremony), thursday night (NPTKD training), Sat night ( K Squad training), Sun night ( my fwens bday) and the rest of the days are for game and rotting....
Talking about my brother's super kids camp.... Still remember I had the super teen camp in secondary sch... Attended the camp twice , once with the express people of my age and only like 3 NA ppl from my cohort chosen to attend the camp, I was one of them... The other one was all NA ppl from my cohort, that was a memoriable one... There is one part of the camp talking about how we took our mother for granted and how much hardship she had suffered during pregnancy and the trouble to look after us.... I do not rememebr if everyone cried, but most of us cried ... During that time one of my best fwen, SF was separated from me... Because the both of us would start crying the moment we see each other sobbing... Haha we are so emontional... Miss those days manz... I believe the memories would stay be it good or bad, happy or sad I cherish all of them...
Sharon and Me
First time clubbing... Cheeky Monkey...
Hap | 4/13/2005 02:32:00 AM
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Monday, April 11, 2005
Finally get to meet up with 2 of my sec sch best fwen... I think 2 moths never see them le... Forgot to bring camera along... As usual ,dinner at JEC Edo sushi... There are bound to be laughter when the 3 of us are together... I always try to act young when I am with them... I am the youngest among the 3 of us... Had fun... Hope can meet up more often...
I was quite busy with game before I went to meet them... Must thank a fwen who introduce me the game...first time still on the phone at 3 am ... Caught by my mother and she thought is my bf... Hia.. no lah... only a fwen... Well going back to the game again...
Hap | 4/11/2005 10:45:00 PM
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Sunday, April 10, 2005
Finally get to go out today ... Had been staying at home eversince DnD.... Spend my time on food, VCD and on bed...
Went to Toa Payoh Sports complex with Ben, went to help out in tkd grading... Saw the Nptkd people , hey everyone who see me all say "ay, you are here ar..." , That terence ever worst, walk pass me and notice me only when he turned back... Ai yo, is I look differently or I am too short huh??? My sir not here so I take my club's warm up, the kids are more obedient now .... not too bad... Gladwin too over shortly... Suppose to go out with Bee Siang, but she is with the people who I don like to hang out with ... So.... I left with Ben with her knowing... Sorry Bee Siang, thx for being so understanding... ^0
There is a question on my mind lately, should I ask or not... Asked for Ben's opinion but that guy ar... more interested in knowing the characters involved rather than help me solve my problems *humpf*.... I don know if I should tell, well lets wait ... Let nature takes its course, May be I would say once I think the time is ripe....
Major revamp of my blog... Pls give feedback ya...
Hap | 4/10/2005 10:22:00 PM
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
I hate u ,bitch... Stay away from me... What happen between between you and him is none of my business... Don drag me in... Don't vent it on me... Hate u to the core... Your think what??? I cannot live without you issit??? You are wrong... no matter how close we were in the past it is over le... BITCHHHHH I HATE YOU... Provoke me again and that is the end of our relationship....
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You are both sensitive and savvy
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Hap | 4/09/2005 03:53:00 PM
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Woooo Hooo.... Had a great time on 7 April 's night...
Enjoyed my DnD....
Meet Candy they all at 1 pm at paya leba to go make up and style our hair... Love it man... So gorgeous... All the girls are pretty.... But all this too 4 hours to doll up 5 girls...
DnD was nice... First we got 2 'bell boys' to carry our bags to another hotel, as the group of us decided to spend a night outside , then we got person assistant to serve us food ... The DnD food was served in buffet form so the 5 guys at our table got to serve the 5 girsl ( Nat, MY, Candy, Charlene and me) hehe... Poor Candy had to bear the consequence of criticising Simon's ability to serve... Simon start serving Candy lots of food despite the fact that candy is full.... Haha... We conclude that Faizal is the most gentlemen there, he served Charlene with appetizer , soup,main course follow by dessert... But John had done a great job too... Poor Charlene got 'suan' during dinner , had a great 'suaining' session.... The program that I enjoyed most is the competition between the BIO and BMS VS CE and HLM... We the 1F09 people actually come together and cheer for our course , it was like those GLs days... Love it... Oh Ya.... Took a lots of photos using Charlene's camera as I did not bring mine...
After Dnd went to change our outfit follow by clubbing... Tis is my first time clubbing, it was at Cheeky Monkeys... I think I really don't suit the atmosphere there... At first, I felt quite stiff and giddy ... Start shaking my body after a while ( actually it is after quite some time) ... Don't really like clubbing but it was nice with my friends there... Went back to the hotel at 4 ++... Everyone was tired...
Did not spend a night in the notel, John was driving back at 5am so I asked him to give me a lift... Reach home around 5:40am... SO tired... Must Remember to thank John for taking the food as well as giving me a lift. THANK YOU JOHN...
Bath and wanted to blog , but I fell asleep half-way... My poor feet so blisters, first time wearing that pair of shoes...
Slacked at home the whole day, as I never seems to get enough sleep... I would wake up, watch VCD then back to bed again... Lazy Me....
Waiting for people to sent me the photos........
1F09
Hap | 4/09/2005 02:30:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Finally, now everything is over... No more staying up late because of anything related to NP... I cleared all my modules , all that I need to take... Totally free now, it is time to look for job and start focusing on something... May be tkd??? Too much room for improvement... So much so that I don wish to start improving... But well this is the best time... Hope I can have the determination and endurence to start and withstand every training...
Hap | 4/06/2005 10:58:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
I don't know what is wrong... We still talk but the feeling is not the same... Can u treat me like what u did in the past??? I don't know if u will ever read this but hope u know who u are if are came across this... You told me that u feel bad treating me like what the rest in the past but honestly speaking, I feel that the way that you are treating me now is even worse... I did not expect you to give me a chance or anything, I don't need those really... All I want is to be like how we use to be in the past... That is enough... I don't know how to react when I see you... Should I talk to you??? I don't know... Do you know I would recall the times we walk form back gate each time I take that route... You are so cold towards me... I had to consider twice before i initial a chat with you in MSN, but you are also too busy to see my chat window and often left me chatting to myself... Today I went to the other bus stop to take bus fearing to see you, but I saw u a different bus stop when I am on the bus...We known each other for almost a year??? Things changed so much... CONGRATS u will see me less often, I am leaving school le... I guess my leaving would either make u happier or it doesn't make a difference to you...
Hap | 4/05/2005 12:14:00 AM
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Monday, April 04, 2005
MOOD ANALYSIS TEST RESULTS
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.
The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
Hap | 4/04/2005 12:12:00 PM
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Nothing much happen today..... Expect for a weird dream or rather a good dream last night... Since it is a good dream then I shall not say much... wait for the dream to appear first... Decided to upload more photos... during my time in NP... It certainly bring back some memories...
My GL days... Learnt a lot of things especially communicating skills... Have lot of memories too
The first time I join big walk... 2 years ago....
NPtkd... Had different cliques and made different friends at different point of time when I join NPtkd...
NPtkd again... This group of people taught me Bridge... Some trained with me for IVP and encouraged me when I am down...
Hap | 4/04/2005 12:21:00 AM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
Some things About me for Dnd....
My dress for DnD
My bracelet and ear ring
My hand bag for DnD
Hap | 4/03/2005 12:35:00 AM
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Must update what I did for the past few days before I forget...
31 March 05
Went to collect my Passport and watch a The Eye10 with a friend... I did not have any place I really want to go ,so just follow the person... The Eye 10 although have bad storyline but the scary factor is there... I so timid holding my bag high ,close to my eyes form the start to the end... Nothing much also...
1 April 05
Went to school to meet Natasha and Ming Yan... Went back to do somethings then the 3 of us hang around bukit Timah for a few hours before heading different direction... Chatted alot and there is also a few jokes in between had a enjoyable afternoon especially when I know that I am going to meet them less often... Went to woodlands for tkd... Had a terrible April Fool's joke... There is this 4-year -old girl, she cry after I taught her block and punch... AAArrrggg I was so scare, I really hate kids who cry... I start to feel that I don like kids, really don like kids... The training was made terrible because of the kid...
2 April 05
I went malaysia to shop and have seafood dinner... Happy day!!! -The End-
Hap | 4/03/2005 12:11:00 AM
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