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Hap's Post
Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I am going to have fever soon. I think I am even more sick than yesterday...

Went to worki today, wanted to take half-day leave. My boss approved already, but I continue to work thinking that I felt better... Trying my best to supress fever by driinking tons of water... I am a 'shui tong'. Drinking ways did helps a little... Went to NP after work...

Attended the NP's Awards and Appreciation Night 2005... Imgaine Guest of honours and everyone are standing... The convention hall does not have any chairs... but there is nice looking food for our Buffet Reception ( after the ceremony)...

I received a 'Half- Colour' award haha... [ half colour = 2nd or 3rd in IVP] There were performance after the presentation of awards.The performance were good, BA lecturers are so funky and lively and NRA Hip Hop is really good...

And finally Bufffet Reception, although we are abit in group but it was fun... First time eating in the convention hall with Nptkd ppl... Begining to love them... * Muacks everyone*...


Hap | 8/31/2005 11:04:00 PM

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I just got home... I am so tired... However I decided to blog a little...

Went to work today in a drowsy state... Still sick but luckly today got nothing much to do...

Joined the tkd ppl for steamboat session, to think that I am having sore throat still go Marina for steam boat ( need to drnk lots of water now)... I am so greedy, the steam boat session was fun... We are all crazy le... And arcare session follows after steamboat... And I am still having poor sense of rhythm ...

Finally it is time to go home, 8 ppl in a car... And I am the last to reach home!!!

To Mark: I did not know that u read my blog, sorry for the bad command of english... My english not so pro lah...

To everyone: Try to leave comment so that I know u were once here, feel free to crap...


Hap | 8/31/2005 01:23:00 AM

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Hap's Post
Monday, August 29, 2005

I am sick le... It was only sore throat in the morning, but it become cough and flu in the afternoon ... Went to tkd today, my intention was not to pass germs loh... I must say that personally, I feel that this time round can see some improvement in the yellow-tips... You Guys must Jia You wor...

My feeling of today is I am a bad and insensitive person!!!! Haha don't know why leh... I will change... Haha... I will be a cute and nice girl... That is my goal for now... I had destroyed all my hard work, I will work even harder now...


Hap | 8/29/2005 11:11:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Sunday, August 28, 2005

I have a terrible sore throat now... It started yesterday, so i stayed at home... Sorry to the fwens whom I never attend your birthday celebration...

Went to watch Nationals today, alot of people loh... Saw the NTU people felt a bit weird at first may be it is because I never go down after I know that I am not fighting , but start toking ( mainly congratulating them) to a few after a while...

I did not get to fight, so just there to see people fight... Wa there are fighters that are so pro that basically everyone seems to know them... Some people are just simply good, every fast and powerful... There are a few selected match that I want to watch...

Maybe because I a msick never concentrate much... Got no friend fighting in the afternoon... So I was tourtured by Terence ( teach him pattern)... I am really stupid, received my sumarlin's sms about their lunch gathering, but choose to stay at Yishun Sports hall... End up being bullied by Terence... then we went to the stadium for lunch, haha saw the 3rd Dan couple, haha how I wish I got a BF who knosw tkd also... ( I am not desperate, just letting my mind wondered off abit) Continue to watch the matches after lunch... Terence is not that bad afterall. He is a nice guy walked back to the Sports Hall after he left to pass me a paper bag after he left...

Left the sports hall after NP fighters finish fighting, walked with Bee Siang chatted and had dinner together... She is one of my best pal I got to know in NP or rather NP tkd ...

PS:Thx NPtkd ppl who gave me a belated present ( a Black Belt with my name) , I Love it...

Don't know if I will try it out next year anot...Haha.. let things take its course... Hope I will be better tml...


Hap | 8/28/2005 10:01:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Friday, August 26, 2005

Today was a busy day, record things every 30 mins... Tried to keep myself busy in between the 30 mins... Get to go for lunch... Haha...

Met up with Shannon after work, have not seen her for ages... ( Shannon: I never forget u) Went to Sakae after which we walked around...

Now I am so tired at home, having sore throat... I think I am falling sick soon....


Hap | 8/26/2005 11:42:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Thursday, August 25, 2005

Had a busy yet slack day at work... Suppose to record temperature every 5 mins for 2 hours for 2 rounds... Every 5 mins which means I cannot do much things... Happy lah, so least got things to do till 5:30pm... Need to do the same thing tml, record things every 30 mins for 8 hrs, so I think I will have no lunch....

Went back to NP today, Haha saw my Mind Quest lecturer.. Chat a little... He is still the same loh...

Today tkd is purely pattern... Went to BTM after training, haha had a fun time on my way home... Drop off at Bukit Batok Interchange, thinking abt tkd... Got ppl tell me I too gentle!!! OMG I am not gentle for goodness sake... Am I too soft and gentle at tkd??? Soft and Gentle at the wrong time!!!


Hap | 8/25/2005 11:10:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Had a busy morning at work, gathering the documents that I need... But I think it seems that I am walking around the office more than doing work... One of my colleagues ask me to subsitute her in a game organised by the gym nedd my work place... So just go play play loh... Hope it will be fun...

Never go out after work today. Went for thoes seventh month celebration thingy, had fun talking to my cousins and sister... At a point of time there was a spider on my shoulder, my sister just scream and move away from me... I freeze and almost cry because I scare the spider bite me or crawl into my clothes... Luckily one of my m other's fwen helped me to brush the spider away.... I am a cry baby feel like crying easily, but I never cry out...

My feelings for today is I LOVE my sister... unfortunately studying and working made us apart, seldom see or talk to each other... But I am confident as for now, not matter how seldom we see each other, as long as one of us need help the other will definitely be there... I love my sister...



Hap | 8/23/2005 11:42:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Monday, August 22, 2005

Kind of slack at work today, nothing much for me to do... I need people to finish reviewing before I can start ... Went to NUS (Arts canteen) for lunch today, saw alot of people... How I wish I am like them now... Haha but it is good to start earning and I have learn a number of things at work...

I reach NP later than usual, left my work place late... Did the usual stuff and teach pattern again... Had a slow jog at the track and went to change after class... After that don know whats wrong with the usual grp, they left without me... NVM I have Bee Siang... Walk to BTM with Bee Siang, chatted for a while, it seems like I never chat with her for quite some time le... Did not eat anything at BTM, don feel like eating... So went there see the people there either 'da qing ma qiao-ing' or suaning me...

Walked home with Ben today, feel like walking home ...


Hap | 8/22/2005 11:03:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Sunday, August 21, 2005

Suppose to stay at home the whole day, but in the end I went out ...

Went to visit my grandmother who is at those nursing home... This was my second time there... The fear of becoming old came to me when I visited her the first time... I am so scare to see so many helpless old people around me, I am scare to be like that... I don want to be old, lonely and helpless...I guess I would rather choose to die than be living a sicky life... It is so scary to be old and sick... I DON WANT...

Went out for dinner with my family after visiting my grandmother, it has been a long long time since we last went out for dinner as a family... Enjoyed every single second of it... Guess I would have to make sunday my family day soon...


Hap | 8/21/2005 09:00:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Saturday, August 20, 2005

Hia.. Stayed at home the whole day.. Chatted on msn till 2 pm plus last night... So woke up late today, woke up at 9 plus... Decided to stay at home, tired plus not feel well ....

Not going out tml too, stay at home in case my brother got problems in his studies. That silly boi is having his prelims soon, hopes he does well....

My family think that I am spending alot of time at tkd, hia... I believe that they will be disappointed if they know where I stand... Don't know how to tell them also, just let them continue to have a beautiful picture bah... I am a xiao ren wu!!!


Hap | 8/20/2005 10:09:00 PM

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Finally it is Friday, in fact it is Saturaday to be excat...

I had a tiring day at work, so sian, tired and loss... I also don know why I feel loss...Hope everything will does well and smooth for me at work... I behave as a good girl, went home after work... So tired, had my dinner follow by TV and online...

Feeling abit sad in the middle of the night, thinking about tkd, what happen last year.... Things have changed, I had grown up... Glad that I still have those memories that I treasure... Feel so contradicting, wanted to tok to someone, but feel that I should not 'ma fa' ppl...

Panda: Take care , not further injure yourself... Jocelyn: be Happy always wor...


Hap | 8/20/2005 02:04:00 AM

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Hap's Post
Thursday, August 18, 2005

I felt so tired at work...

I was running here and there...Something happen that made me so fed up. There is a girl which I pass her a folder for her to go through, in the afternoon she came to me and told me she cannot find the folder, so I went to individual labs to look for the folder. After for around 30 mins or so, I found the folder at her desk... I was so angry that I almost break down... Hia... Hope such thigns never happen again...

Went for tkd today, nothing special loh... Taught the yellow-tips pattern, took whole lot of them alone cos I think Benedict also need to learn his pattern for his grading... Everything was fine... Did some kicks and class end...

Went to jog around in the track with some BB when the rest are doing cool down. Went to BTM with them after class, another person ( the soya bean milk uncle) say Jocelyn and Me look alike...

Saw Wei Hui today, quite surprise that he still rememebers me...


Hap | 8/18/2005 10:42:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Yeah... only 2 more working days before weekend!!!

Hia... Got a feeling that I am going to fall sick soon, although sort of enjoying my job but still abit sian...

Went down for to teach the kids at my club, it is like 'little' india. Why do I say that??? All the kids here are indians, only one chinese boy...

I am too tired to blog le...


Hap | 8/17/2005 11:01:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Went to work as usual, measure the cold room again... It is so cold...

I am so stupid during lunch, forgot that my handmade noodle is hot, drank the soup too fast and scald my throat... SO dumb!!!

Went home straight after work, tried baking Lemon pie... Wanted to post the pic but my phone cannot send the pic... Hehe... treat u guys next time bah...

Thats all a short and simple blog...


Hap | 8/16/2005 10:23:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Monday, August 15, 2005

Got a bad morning, I was scared by 2 cats. One of them ran towards me and start purring as if it is asking for food, I ignored it walk further but it came after me, another cat saw it and ran towards me... I was so frightened, if another cat apporch me, I will either pretend to kicked them in order to chase them away, or I will stand there and freeze wait for people to 'save' me...

Hia spend a blur blur time at work, enjoying myself and learning new things . I ways have so little to say about work, guess working itself is boring but the people there are nice .

Went back to school for tkd, I am a slacker... I was there late and joined the class half-way. Don't know whats wrong with me, keep yawning and feeling like puking, went to the toilet but too hungry to throw up anything. Partner with Benedict to do some kickings, it was a wrong move!!! That Benedict take this time to Revenge because last lesson I kicked his fingers ONCE, and today he revenge by kicking me 4 times!!! Haha... That 'xiao qi gui'... (haha jking only... )I am so slow loh, everything also not smooth...

Taught the yellow - tips pattern after kickings, okie lah not too bad, I can improve also....

Continue to do some kickings after training, got kicked at my finger again... My poor fingers... ( sound so silly loh, joined tkd myself and here I am whining abt my fingers.)

Went to BTM with them, never eat but got Benedict to treat me drinks... ( trying to make up for kicking my fingers???) Took 174 home after dinner, they are so bad moved all the way to the end of the bus, Qian (accidiently) and Benedict ( intentionally) take turns to 'step' ( actually only their shoes thouched) my toes ... To avoid Qian's shoes I got to move away which means moving closer to the seats ( but Benedict is seating there). Something bad happen when I am about to reach the bus stop, Qian start touching my hair suddenly, Benedict step my toes and the bus is turning... ... ... And of couse I almost lost my balance... That stupid Benedict say i trying to fall on him, hello Qian's hand gave my s shock loh... Stupid Benedict say so loud on the bus, I feel so embrassing loh... Later ppl really think like that , how am I going to face people???

No jogging today, anyone want to go for SLOW jog on thursday???

Thats all, sort of enjoyed my day!!!


Hap | 8/15/2005 10:49:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Sunday, August 14, 2005

It is MONDAY tomorrow!!!

Monday = working day = Sian!!!
Monday = TKD day = happy!!!

My plan for today is either go watch the fireworks at Esplande or stay at home to try baking something. But my dear friends ruin it.

We arranged to meet 1:30pm at JE, went to Orchard to shop around.We shopped at Far East and HMV, saw a kid performing drum ( Coolz). We are all crazy girls, there will be no peace when the three of us are together.

Finally get to taking neoprints, the 3 of us never take together before. We are all so blur but enjoyed ourselves, too bad no scanner if not can show u guys the pic of 3 pretty girls ( I am so thick-skinned, the 2 of them are nice but me?? It is okie to praise myself at my own blog).

End up having dinner with them ( I planned to go home early , but cannot bear to leave them) at Westmall Sakae Sushi. There was a long queue, we finally got our seats and start feasting.

I am so tried now, just finish bathing... Love them to the core...

TKD tml, hope I have the endurance to take tough training...


Hap | 8/14/2005 10:31:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Saturday, August 13, 2005

Saturday is coming to a end!!!

Why weekends gets over so fast???

Chatted with Jocelyn on the phone for a total of around 3 hrs, Benedict joined us for around 1 hr bah... Slept at 3 sth... Woke up only at 12:45pm, this is one of the few times I wake up so late... Slack at home watching some old chinese VCD , wanted to bake something but i am too lazy...

Nothing much happen today, treated my family Pizza ( home delivery).

-Thats all-


Hap | 8/13/2005 11:46:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Friday, August 12, 2005

TODAY is FRIDAY!!! I simply love fridays

Had a 'COLD' working day. Spend my day working on cold rooms, so freezing cold. Got to measure the cold room somemore, look like PCK ... Came home straight after work, 2 weeks not having dinner at home le... I miss my ma ma's cooking... Came home early to chat with my mother and watch TV together.

I find that bald guys and 'bo gek' toddlers are so cute...


Hap | 8/12/2005 11:30:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Thursday, August 11, 2005

'Qing Ren Jie Kuai Le' everyone, today is chinese valentine day ( this is my 21st time spending it alone ( I mean without lover), but valentine day can also spend with friends. This year my 14 Feb and today are spent with NpTKD!!!

Did not blog yesterday, but never mind today is bascially same as Yesterday so can blog together...

Went to work as usual, but I enjoyed today's work more hehe felt that I have improved alittle...

Went back to NP for tkd after work. Although I am not fighting for Nationals , but go back also not bad hopeful can improve a litte..

Yesterday, sparred with Joseph hia I still have phobia how to spar like that??? Hia... Next round was with Bee Siang, I think she is too tired that is why my leg manage to "bua" across her cheek ( Bee Siang SORRY!!!)Did not get to spar today, slacked alot, myself and cos need to take care of people ( Angie I am not saying u hor...) Went for 9-10 rounds of slow jog at the NP track with half power ranger suit... Honestly I feel sorry for someone there, I feel that the person is okie but don know why such things happen ...

Did not went to BTM today, I took 157 and alighted a stop after bukit Timah CC because I fell like walking home. The walking trip was about 20 mins if I am not wrong... I need to walk to clear my thoughts, although I was so afraid of dark but luckily I have my MP3 with me... The memories that I have for walkign home all came back, really enjoyed myself back then. Although I was get scolding from my mother for being home late, but I enjoyed it... The kakis are not her anymroe, only one of them is still around. Things do change but , memories stays... It is a good thing that I have a blog... After the walk I have some ideal changes for myself, hope I can follow through my plans...

To You ( If u ever come across my blog)
I felt that there is something wrong about us, but u say we are fine.
I felt that there is something different, but u did not say it.
In fact I had been thinking about it for the past few days, wanted to tell you but there wasn't a chance.
I wanted to apologised but no chance was given.
The treat that you give makes me feel like it is a way you say " After this we don't owe each other anything anything."
Maybe you will been saying or thinking , I am thinking too much.
Maybe I really am
Maybe we really are like what u say this is fine, we had been like this along.
I will ( not try but will do it) accept our 'fine' usual way of behaviour and continue it this way.

To Jocelyn
I am fine!!!


Hap | 8/11/2005 10:48:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Tuesday, August 09, 2005

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY everyone, haha Holiday!!!

Today is a holiday, no need to work... Woke up at 10 plus, wash and dress up and I am off to meet Jocelyn... Went to meet Bee Siang with Jocelyn at City hall, we shopped around and finally settle at Kopitiam, Suntec for lunch it was a quiet lunch.. Poor Jocelyn agreed that if she wins her match tml I will kicked her, and if she lose Bee Siang will kicked her...( Haha, looking forword to kicked her) Shopped around after lunch before going to Carrefour... Wow Bee Siang played piano again, so enchanting... Then the 3 of us walked back to City Hall cos Bee Siang meeting her friend to watch National parade...

Went to Esplande and saw one of the manger from my company!!! Took train to JE and had dinner at Pizza Hut... Haha... It was a fun dinner session... After that 3 siao cha bo went to watch the celebration at JE... and we start taking pictures there Haha... The fireworks was so so so nice!! I love fireworks... After that we start to 'ki siao' : pushing; messing up hair; singing and dancing ( only swaying our body ) ... Had fun although I feel that I am childish hanging out with them ( Oops.. they are not childish lah, but behaving like them at my age is abit childish)...

And I just finishing bathing, tired... Had been seeing Jocelyn 6 days in a row, what a nightmare...

Photos session :

Jocelyn taken by herself at TCC

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Jocelyn and Me at JE

Angie and Me at JE

The 3 of us at JE



Hap | 8/09/2005 10:56:00 PM

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I enjoyed my day... My 2nd time go out with that tkd groups till so late...

Went to sch to pass Wei Juan gi after work, but she don need mine because too big le.. The ideas we gave her had solved her problems... Went to see the Nationals training, haha I am the Team Manger [because Ah Yao is the Team General Manger... ( Crapz)... ] cum first aider...

Joseph, Glad, Ah Yao, Juan, Bee Siang and Me went for dinner together... Haha I love my fried 'gou tiao' so nice, without noodles... Yummy....follow by 'dou hua' haha... So nice... Plus lots of laughter ( 3 crazy girls , sang some camp songs on the car , comparing length of last fingers... and some bo liao stuff ) , so Happy today...

Sorry my dear Jocelyn, I was enjoying myself while u are waiting for me... See ya tml... Going out with Jocelyn and Bee Siang tml ( I believe it would be fun)!!!


Hap | 8/09/2005 01:24:00 AM

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Hap's Post
Sunday, August 07, 2005

Hia.. I seems to be associated with hippo in Nptkd.

Last year there is a idiot who called me Hippo and tkd ppl know. However this stop when the new batch of freshies joined. WHo knoes my dear Jocelyn associate me with hippo again...( Must find out why from her)

Got Jocelyn's reply because hippo is cute... Haha...


Hap | 8/07/2005 10:30:00 PM

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Went to NTU this morning, got kicked on my face, but I also kicked somone's face... Haha... Still feel that am not ready for competition...

Met Jocelyn and Benedict for lunch, went to Mac again. Went home after lunch.

Got the new that they are not opening a category for my weight group was quiet happy at first, but come to think of it I am really a coward...

Happy: No more stress ; No more tough training ; No more injuries

Sad: No experience ; I am too heavy ; Going to be very free ( So friends please go out with me)

But I shall accept the fact and not to be sad about it.


Hap | 8/07/2005 08:58:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Saturday, August 06, 2005

Sorry people whom I accidentally deleted the comments... Please post again... I did not know that I deleted the comments till Jocelyn ask me just now...

Went tomb sweeping today with my relatives. Feel that I am so not close to my relatives at we have nothing to talk. We are so distant that I don't even dare to ask my cousin the singer of the song that he was playing in his car. ( Anyone know who is the singer for the song titled 'Ao Ye' ?)

Actually suppose to go out in the afternoon but I am too lazy so stayed at home to chat with my another cousin and my mother. Went to meet Jocelyn for dinner. Haha we got 'mo qi' both of us were meeting for dinner in a full stomach, So ended up walking around JEC, saw Jimmy aka Jamie in the ice skating ring . Then went to look for angela during her dinner time and we start our chatting session, Angela left after an hour while Jocelyn and Me continue. Haha it is like a market when 3 girls are together, we were laughing and chatting quiet fun lah...Jocelyn and Me chatted for another hour and it is time that Angela knock off... The three of us hang out together for another hour before heading home...

Enjoyed my day ( especially the later half of the day)


Hap | 8/06/2005 11:09:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Friday, August 05, 2005

Had a long entry just now... But it is for myself only... Took it off le... People who saw it please keep quiet... Blog this to assure my der Jocelyn and Angie... I am fine le really... Haha... Short and simple...


Hap | 8/05/2005 11:10:00 PM

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Please do not do anything after u see the post...

I know I am so stupid, this is a public website, want to post is to let people see mah... I post because I wanna have some memories, wanna rememeber what happen today after a year...

I am fine, don't need to treat me like some kid who need people's attention. I don't want to be a irritating attention seeker. LEAVE ME alone!!! I will be fine, I am old enough to think and sort my thoughts...

The real me is a irriating, stuipd bitch!!! So just leave me alone... I deserve no care and concern... I deserve loneliness, put me in a crowded and 'happening' area and u will find me in my quiet spot... I don't need concern!!! Shoo... go away... I am a cold blooded animal with no feelings, i don't care how others think. Still care for me?? Know me longer and u will regret all the care and concern u have showed me...

Sometimes really think I am crazy, why choose to make myself so busy... Like today, had been think weather to go training anot, I should just go home and rest... But stupid me choose to make myself busy, go training ... Felt so sian about everything , everyone... I am a coward, i would choose to escape and hide forever...Nothing seems to be right for me, or I am the one who is not right..

I really wish that I can show people my weak side, most of the time I only know how to cry at home....I wanna run away from everything and everyone, but I cannot because part of me wanna go the other half wanna stay... I feel so miserable, for unknown reason... I believe I am forcing the people ard me to leave me... I deserve all that and LEAVE ME ALONE.... end of my crapping...

-Crying-


Hap | 8/05/2005 09:33:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Thursday, August 04, 2005

Just reach home after tkd, never train much... Joined them in the campus run, haha miss the GL days the running is so different with and without cheers... I saw the juniors running, start to rememebr that no matter in the past or now, I am still lousy....Haha...

The run plus additional kicks lasted tilll ard 8pm, follow by more training kicks. Had light contact sparring with Bee Siang, I am still lousy ...

Went to BTM with Pei Shan suppose to go home but i am hungry so walked with Johnny and mark ( met them at the bus stop). Chatted with Johnny, feel what he says makes sense and is correct (but haha I am a small fry can't do much to help him also ).

I am so tired, feel like giving up le... I cannot take it le... It is so stress and tiring...


Hap | 8/04/2005 10:51:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Hia.. I am 21 le... nothing special...

Same old routine job nothing to tok abt...

Went back to NP today, I was sleeping on the bus with my knee resting on the back of the seat infront. I think back trust appear in my mind and I just kick my leg, so my knee hit the front seat, the secondary school boy infornt of me turned back. I was in a dizzy state that I opened my eyes wanna say sorry but I felt asleep before I could say anything... haha... Pai Seh...

I think Nationals is too stress for me, cannot take it. Wore padding , guards and head gear and run at the tracks, Haha look like transformers after they transform (POWER RANGES!!! haha...)

Was not in a real happy mode on my way home, but I behave in a 'high' manner according to Bee Siang... Haha I am fine...

I am so lucky , escape the campus run. I think I will arrive late and they would have gone off for the run before I arrive, people I mentally support u guys...


Hap | 8/03/2005 10:37:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Went to work as usual, nothing special on my birthday. Just like last year, never go for family feast with my parents on my birthday...

Went to NTU again, haha saw my cheif instructor, he told me he find me familiar ( haha... my chief instructor remembers me) but I think he will feel pai seh to have me as his student... Hia... Thats all...

Lastly thanks people for the testimonial, presents and sms greetings

Feel like blogging abit more, he appear in my mind again. I spent my birthday with him last year ( but he did not know it was my birthday and we were not close). How I wish I can get back to back then, everything seem so nice at that time... The time that we walked home together, practice together... Hia... I must stop thinking of u...

Tought of S on my way home, the feeling is different. I just home that S and I can be friends again. Wondering if I have a chance..



Hap | 8/02/2005 09:59:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Monday, August 01, 2005

I am so happy... Thank You NP tkd ppl... Love all of you!!!

Went for NPtkd training today, hia don't mention it... Got a mass sparring session ( my poor Jocelyn miss it) , I first time see almost everything member wore padding. And there is a cake for Benedict, Qian Hui and Me ( our birthday are in sequence). So 'gan dong' last year went for tkd training on my birthday, but no one know is my birthday :( ...

Received presents again. Haha thx the people who bought a watch just in time because my watch's screen crack le... ( All my fwen had given me the presents that I love so much , THANK YOU EVERYONE)...

Enough of happy things... Something had been on my mind for two days. I had so dissapointed to know that I have such friends. Go to my BBQ and tell my brother that I invited them to eat not to work... HELLO... It is true that I invited you people to eat, but can't u just help a little... Tell me things like if u need help I can help u, yet telling my brother something else when I am not around.Hate this, u all are my guest, can don't offer help, but don't treat my relatives as maids, may be I am not as high class as u guys, want maid to serve??? Go somewhere else lah... I really cannot stand it, that fact that u say I did not invite u to work... Please stay away from me, if u are such a person...

If don want to help, can don't help. If wanna act, please act all the way and don't ever let me found out. So fed up...


Hap | 8/01/2005 11:10:00 PM

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Had been sleeping late since Firday... I am tired

Went to NTU early in the morning, everything was okie loh... Felt much better with Wei Juan's presence. Going back to Np tml, how that my confidence level would increase.

Went for weight in , In a weight category that I don't know have people anot... Don't care lah ... Not much determination in fighting Nationals now, not as much as during IVP...

After weight in the NP people went to have a feast... STEAMBOAT!!! enjoyed our self... eating, chatting and play games ... Wah I am very lousy in computer games, what a deprive secondary school life I have got.Played all the way to 11 pm... Reached home only around 12 ++ so tired... But i enjoyed myself... Yeah!!!


Hap | 8/01/2005 12:58:00 AM

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