Hap's Post
Thursday, August 11, 2005
'Qing Ren Jie Kuai Le' everyone, today is chinese valentine day ( this is my 21st time spending it alone ( I mean without lover), but valentine day can also spend with friends. This year my 14 Feb and today are spent with NpTKD!!!
Did not blog yesterday, but never mind today is bascially same as Yesterday so can blog together...
Went to work as usual, but I enjoyed today's work more hehe felt that I have improved alittle...
Went back to NP for tkd after work. Although I am not fighting for Nationals , but go back also not bad hopeful can improve a litte..
Yesterday, sparred with Joseph hia I still have phobia how to spar like that??? Hia... Next round was with Bee Siang, I think she is too tired that is why my leg manage to "bua" across her cheek ( Bee Siang SORRY!!!)Did not get to spar today, slacked alot, myself and cos need to take care of people ( Angie I am not saying u hor...) Went for 9-10 rounds of slow jog at the NP track with half power ranger suit... Honestly I feel sorry for someone there, I feel that the person is okie but don know why such things happen ...
Did not went to BTM today, I took 157 and alighted a stop after bukit Timah CC because I fell like walking home. The walking trip was about 20 mins if I am not wrong... I need to walk to clear my thoughts, although I was so afraid of dark but luckily I have my MP3 with me... The memories that I have for walkign home all came back, really enjoyed myself back then. Although I was get scolding from my mother for being home late, but I enjoyed it... The kakis are not her anymroe, only one of them is still around. Things do change but , memories stays... It is a good thing that I have a blog... After the walk I have some ideal changes for myself, hope I can follow through my plans...
To You ( If u ever come across my blog)
I felt that there is something wrong about us, but u say we are fine.
I felt that there is something different, but u did not say it.
In fact I had been thinking about it for the past few days, wanted to tell you but there wasn't a chance.
I wanted to apologised but no chance was given.
The treat that you give makes me feel like it is a way you say " After this we don't owe each other anything anything."
Maybe you will been saying or thinking , I am thinking too much.
Maybe I really am
Maybe we really are like what u say this is fine, we had been like this along.
I will ( not try but will do it) accept our 'fine' usual way of behaviour and continue it this way.
To Jocelyn
I am fine!!!
Hap | 8/11/2005 10:48:00 PM
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