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Hap's Post
Monday, October 24, 2005

I am proud of myself...

Went to NP despite the big rain, reach there late. Did not join the class to go campus run... Did my pattern and slamming kick... I wanna master good slamming kick, I always feel comfortable using that.. Hia.. my 360 CMI... sad...cannot even turn properly...seldom do that after my BB grading...I think the enjoying part is the 100 kicks.. haha I did 200 kicks..I wanna increase 100 more kicks the next lesson... Hope I can make it... hehe... ( So hao lain , say want to do 300 kicks... cannot even do 100 good one what is the point of having 300 poor ones???) Thats all... I am tired...

Another thing, my skin are so soft and tender ( *puke) can hold arm mitt till my fingers have slight abrasion... My ankle,in step and shin are hurting... *Painz...

Hap | 10/24/2005 10:59:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Saturday, October 22, 2005

I am losing myself... My directions in life are so not clear...

Why issit there a clear path for me... I want to escape, I wanna be alone... I wanna go far far away, to an island with no people there... I wanna lose my feelings too, I wanna be someone who is cold-blooded, no feelings and don care about how others feel... I wanna be less sensitive, I don wanna care how others look at me, what they think about me...

I wanna enclose myself...

Hap | 10/22/2005 10:44:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Thursday, October 20, 2005

Never blog for a few days already.

Being more independent at work, but I think i am still abit blur... Don't know how they arrange things, and suddenly I am involved... Hia sian....

Went to change and met Jocelyn in the changing room. Went for a jog around the track after Jocelyn's invitation. She join the tkd class for warm up after jogging a round, I jog for another 5.5 round (Difference between Senior and Junior). Today's Junior Wong Sir's training was a bit tough, 25 Short turning each leg, 25 Long turning each leg, 25 long high each leg, 400m jogging, 25 short high each leg, 25 Slamming each leg and 25 sit ups. [ Mr Wong: if u ever come arcoss this, my question for u is: U like number 25 issit?? WHy not 5 or 10??] .

After all this was shadow sparring , I though Yu Wei going to Sabo me but luckly he did not. My training have not end yet. Did more kicks when Wei Shi was talking to the NP ppl. Did 100 kicks ( 10 short turning, 10 Long turning, 20 on the spot turning ( Slow double), 20 double, 10 Slide in turning) wa... Shiok man... Tried to do back thrust, Oh My God, it was perfect on sunday, but now... All my effort went down the drain, meet to train. After that i think is was another 3 slow jog round the track ( led my Benedict). Chatted with Wei Juan, shared some thoughts with her. After all this i am super tired, and my stomach don't feel well ( after I got a back trust while holding hand mitt for someone), luckly got ppl take bus with me, at least the chatting had kind of distracted me. Felt terrible and scary after I alight, feel like vomitting and got headache. Called home got my brother and Sister to escort me home. My mother got a fright because of me... So touched... Hehe...

That's All...

Message to others: Jocelyn: Your turn to Cheer Up

Benedict: Thanks for hold hand mitt, I know all the 'kou jue' but 'xin fa' needs more time to understand.

Johnny: Thanks for sharing the technique with me, I need some time to change.

Bee Siang: Take care...

Wei Juan: May be u are right, I might be too sensitive. [ Don't know if she ever will come across this]

Hap | 10/20/2005 11:09:00 PM

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Hap's Post
Sunday, October 16, 2005

This is for Saturday...

Went to work early in the morning, suppose to meet my friend 12:30 pm at Bouna Vista MRT station. My work ended at 10:20am ( only worked for 20 min), slacked around in the laboratory till it is time for me to leave.

Finally met up with Fong and YL, I can never be quiet when I am with them. YL commented that as long as the three of us are together we will be very noisy and crazy... Had Thia lunch, follow by shopping around at Suntec then walked to Sim Lim square and lastly TCC (Bugis) ... Soon 6:45 pm arrive, time for me to go and meet my poly friends.

I was the first to arrive at the meeting place, soon Sumarlin, Gary and Candy arrive. Natashs was suppose to meet us too, but she forgotten. The four of us went to have our dinner ( it was some kind of shanghai meal) follow by dessert where we met Sok Jing. Simon joined us for dessert. All of us were listening to his NS life, Blood wing sounds prestigious and parachuting sounds dangerous yet fun.

We procceed to TCC at Cineleisure as Simon have not had his dinner. Took Neoprints when we were waiting for TCC's seat. By the time we reach TCC, I am very very tired le, it is not that it is boring with them just that my body is super tired. Finally grp photo taking, and we left TCC...

My conversion with my fwens are on kids yesterday, chatted with Fong, YL and Gary abt it but at different times. Kids nowadays are made to live a stressful life , they have no choice... May be I would share my views here next time...

PHOTOS....

Group pic at TCC ( Cineleisure)

Hap | 10/16/2005 10:33:00 AM

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Hap's Post
Saturday, October 15, 2005

Feeling tired...

Saw a old tkd friend, so long never see him le.. Too shy to call him although I kind of recognise him... Tired day at work, finally I have to be independent at work, I wasn't excited about it.

Found out that I don't know the art of shouting. Imagine I shout until my throat is a little hurt, and yet people can tell me I am too soft... Hia... BS is telling me that my voice is those high pitch one, Really?? I don want that....

Feeling abit stress when someone can guarantee me success, but I feel that I don't have the determination to commit... I hate being indecisive...

Enough of sad thoughts, finally I am meeting my Sch sch pals and Poly mates tml... Tml go work OT, afternoon meet sec sch fwens and nite time meeting poly friends... Wonder how is everyone...

Hap | 10/15/2005 12:15:00 AM

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Hap's Post
Friday, October 14, 2005

This post was for yesterday.

In the morning work as usual, however nowadays things are pretty slack for me. One of the out source specialist is leaving today, and as I am working with the specialist, my boss gave the two of us a treat. It was Indian food, quiet nice. I think I am too 'sua gu' my boss comments that too... Hia.. time for a change??? ( Note: People please remember to ask me out to try new/ nice things ok??) Continue to work after lunch, dare to talk a little more to my boss after the lunch...

Went to NP for tkd meeting after work. The meeting is okie loh, talked about NPtkd. But the meeting changed my view on one person, that person seems to be able to see the big picture while most of us ( or rather me) only see a small part of the picture... After meeting, went to BTM with them.. I was not in the mood to eat, I guess I have 'affected' Jocelyn... Walked home alone, don't feel like taking bus...

Looking forward to Saturday, having dinner with poly friends... *Yeah...

Hap | 10/14/2005 06:17:00 AM

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Hap's Post
Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Had not blogged for ages... I think my blog is almost forgetten or had been buried under inches of dust...

Same as the previous post, my life is still revolving around work, tkd and home... Had been feeling tired to the extend of not meeting my friends for months...

TKD: Last weekend was the grading, a 'shou mang jiao luan' (hand busy , leg crazy... haha I silly translation) as it was my first time to go grading with a big group... Glad that the kids did not fare badly... As for NPtkd, I still enjoy the training session as I can slack... Haha...

WORK: I am extended for 9 months. Although my pay is low, but i like the people there they are all fun to be with... I am simply too lazy to look for a new job, so just stay on and see how things go...

Private Life: Missing all my friends, wanted to meet them, but I am too tired... In the end I took half-day leave yesterday and went to watch 'THE MYTH".. the song is so nice... watched it with my dear JOCELYN yesterday afternoon... Had been listening to a new song called 'Ao Ye'... The lyrics reminded me my poly life... I miss all my friends... *Sad*....

Hap | 10/12/2005 08:04:00 PM

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