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Hap's Post
Saturday, April 15, 2006

This site seems to be dead...

I had abandoned is for ages... Too much and too many to update...I shall give a brief summary of my current status in different aspect.

In Work
I was converted to become a full time in March... Is means more work and more stress...

In tkd
I feel so stress, I have very poor basics. Wasted my many years learning tkd. Now that I am expose and really train, I feel so stress... Stressed my the KIDS, they are all so pro, performing so much better than me... I feel so ashame to be called mdm, I rather be a white belt now... Sometimes I really want to give up, I am either having very little improvement or no improvement... I am stress-ing myself... I don know when will be the time that I really give up...

Friends
I missed everyone, I have been isolating myself for months. I did not meet up with anyone be it friends from seconday school or poly... I missed all of you.. But I am really too busy ....

My Life
I am so busy everyday... Never get to reach home before 11 pm... I feel that I have drifted apart from my brother, we only get to be together when we go tkd... I had not have meal with my family for a long long time...

I did not regret choosing to live like this, but it is really tiring, my daily sleep is only 1-6 for 7 days, and sometimes it is lesser than .... The amount of sleep is hardly more than that, I really cannot take it...


Hap | 4/15/2006 03:30:00 PM

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