Hap's Post
Saturday, May 27, 2006
I HATE EVERYTHING.... What have I done wrong?? What a way to start my weekend. Family cold war between one another.
How I wish I am a rich gal and I can just leave my house like that, go on a holiday without telling anyone where I am. I don't have to care about anything. But I can't, my current status doesn't allow.
Sometimes I really wish to go out for the whole day, without leaving any messeng. I just wish to go missing for one whole day. I hate everything, everyone... I hope to be left alone, no one cares and I care for no one. I have the urge to die but no courage to do so.
Who can be there for me? Who can really help me? Fwens, I know you guys care but ....
Guess I just have to go back to few months ago, face everythign on my own and no one I can depend on.
Hap | 5/27/2006 01:31:00 PM
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Have been working for more than 1 year. Within this 1 year I had wanted to give up for more than once, it is really hard to cope ... I feel so busy and I had got not time for myself, my family and my friends. I miss SQS and NP.
The thought of quitting and giving up everything that is taking up all the time in my life. I want to rest, I want to relax. I have missed out a lot of fun. I feel so tired.
But I had not give up!!! I told myself not to give up, I must try to cling on longer. I really got to. I do not want to regret. I don want to be a coward to escape from my problems. I don know how long can I continue with this, I really got no idea, but my determination strength to continue with this is getting lesser.
I have the xiang qiang spirit, I will not give up easily...
JIA YOU!!!
I don know is it my problem or was it yours? If your really want to continue like this then you go ahead bah. I have got nothing to say.
Hap | 5/27/2006 09:07:00 AM
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Hap's Post
Sunday, May 14, 2006
I feel betrayed. Don't know who can I trust anymore... Hope I can get a good explaination later... So disappointed.
Hap | 5/14/2006 11:34:00 PM
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Hap's Post
Monday, May 01, 2006
For every single sacrifice we made, we should made it worthy by living a much better life.
Sacrifices comes with sorrow, we should not allow this. For every sorrow that is apporaching, we should make them worthwhile.
Make your life a meaningful one, make it a happy, interesting and without regrets...
Do everything in your best!!!
Hap | 5/01/2006 01:32:00 PM
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