Hap's Post
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Am I someone who do not deserve any respect? I am also a person, a human being. Someone with feelings. What had I done to be treated like this? I hate all these people, I don't know how they gauge if someone deserve they respect, but I know just because I am nice / i am not going the hard way I am treated this way.
If you people think that you are good, go ahead, I should learn from others, not to talk too much, Do not mixed with you guys, hopefully there will be fear. Hopefully these people will fear of me, may be then people will not take me for granted/ fool around with me with no respect.
There is another thing that pissed me off yesterday. At first I asked "A" do I get pay if I offer my help but he say no cause "B" will be there. Of course I will think that "B" is there to subsitute "A" and also covers "A" duties. In the end, "B" did not do much and "C' was blaming me of not doing anything to help. Oh Please, "B" is there to take over "A" and also should covers his role how do I know that I am suppose to help. Yes I am money face, but who not like money?? Who?? "A" wants to take my help as for granted, NO WAY! I am a 小气, 自私, 斤斤计较 person. YES I am!
"C" I understand how you feel, but I hope you can understand my stand too. Sorry "C" I know u will suffer from all this, but if "A" and "B" is going to continue things this way, I think I am going continue my way too. "C" I will try to help secretly (Shhh... ...)
I am in a very lousy mood today,
Don't remember when it started, everything in my life are out of place, nothing is smooth for me. Nothing I do is right.
Hap | 8/30/2007 07:07:00 AM
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Hap's Post
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I had been busy for the last few days as there was National Tournament going on.
I did not participate, don't have much to say except this:
It doesn't matter what people say (just take their comments as feed back and try to change yourself for the better), you are in the ring not them. Others can only give you comment from a third person's view, only you yourself who is in the ring knows how it feels and what is it like. And I believed that what ever choice you made then would had been your best choice in that scenario. If it was a bad move, take other people's advice and change it.
There is always a saying: " If you had failed, don't fail to learn the lesson."
Hap | 8/28/2007 07:08:00 AM
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Hap's Post
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Haha his nick now is "I love Joice M'dm"
Having mood swing every now and then, don't know what happen to me. Feel aimlesss and my life had no meaning...
No acheivement in life, body aching everywhere, no motivation for anything... Can someone please help me find back the meaning of my life... I don't want to live like this... I DON'T WANT
I know that I have a caring family which everyone dote on me, a nice boyfriend who is constantly trying to take care of me. But I had not done anything for myself... Is it because I have a good life therefore I don think of other things?? Too satisfied with my life that I am looking for things to distrupt my life?? I don't know ... I just know that I need a target for me to works towards...
Hap | 8/22/2007 04:07:00 PM
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Hap's Post
Monday, August 20, 2007
I am in my office now, I should concentrate and work. But I am thinking of him, missing him. would he talk to me, would he contact me, would he think of me???
I miss someone, would someone miss me???
Hap | 8/20/2007 09:08:00 AM
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Hap's Post
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Went for tkd @gombak yesterday. The Boon Lay boys were here, actually with them around reminds me of the NPtkd. Lessons was alright. When for dinner with the two sirs and the rest. Things starts to turn bad.
I don't know what happen to him , he start to isolate himself. I tried to talked, but no use.
Only today then I realise that he was jealousy that I toked to others. He looked for me after his class cos he want to bring me out but he never told me anything. How would i know?? How??
We had a quarrel, I don't know why things must end up like this. WHY???
Hap | 8/19/2007 11:07:00 PM
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Hap's Post
Friday, August 17, 2007
Help.... My head, back and ankle are aching...
Had not blog for a long time, almost forgot that I still have this blog.
I stopped studying for 6 months, rested well... Gonna start studying soon, in september.
Working at the same place, nothing changed.
National Young Junior tournament was help last week, so proud of Bertha, she did fought well haha can tell eveyone proudly that I was her coach... hehe... Junior and Senior tournament is coming, will be held on 25 and 26 Aug. My brother, sister and boyfriend are participating. Wish them all the best. I don't know what can I do to help, felt useless at times.
Hap | 8/17/2007 09:42:00 AM
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Hap's Post
Thursday, August 16, 2007
| You Are 24% Emo | 
You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy. |
| You Are 51% Grown Up, 49% Kid | 
You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.
You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them. |
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like | 
You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.
You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.
You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.
Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. |
| You Need to Grow Up a Little | 
You're definitely not a kid anymore, though sometimes it's hard to tell.
Your life is somewhat adult, but chances are, you aren't really satisfied with it.
Whether this means getting a better job or dumping a loser boyfriend...
It's definitely time for you to start living a fully adult life. |
| You Are 18% Independent | 
In your opinion, being indie is totally over-rated.
After all, if something isn't popular - there's probably nothing to it. |
Hap | 8/16/2007 03:33:00 PM
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