Hap's Post
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Am I someone who do not deserve any respect? I am also a person, a human being. Someone with feelings. What had I done to be treated like this? I hate all these people, I don't know how they gauge if someone deserve they respect, but I know just because I am nice / i am not going the hard way I am treated this way.
If you people think that you are good, go ahead, I should learn from others, not to talk too much, Do not mixed with you guys, hopefully there will be fear. Hopefully these people will fear of me, may be then people will not take me for granted/ fool around with me with no respect.
There is another thing that pissed me off yesterday. At first I asked "A" do I get pay if I offer my help but he say no cause "B" will be there. Of course I will think that "B" is there to subsitute "A" and also covers "A" duties. In the end, "B" did not do much and "C' was blaming me of not doing anything to help. Oh Please, "B" is there to take over "A" and also should covers his role how do I know that I am suppose to help. Yes I am money face, but who not like money?? Who?? "A" wants to take my help as for granted, NO WAY! I am a 小气, 自私, 斤斤计较 person. YES I am!
"C" I understand how you feel, but I hope you can understand my stand too. Sorry "C" I know u will suffer from all this, but if "A" and "B" is going to continue things this way, I think I am going continue my way too. "C" I will try to help secretly (Shhh... ...)
I am in a very lousy mood today,
Don't remember when it started, everything in my life are out of place, nothing is smooth for me. Nothing I do is right.
Hap | 8/30/2007 07:07:00 AM
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